昨晚前男友在即時通看到我,和我聊了一下,他現在的女友帶了兩小孩,在未離婚前就住進了他家,他也為了她和我分手。
Dave: Chen Ying Ru
Dave: Are you sleeping ?
yingru999: Long time no see.
Dave: yesyesyes
yingru999: Where are you now ?
Dave: I am in Cheyenne
Dave: kids go to school today. Li Qin go to work today. Only me and dog and cat at the house today
yingru999: How are you ?
Dave: I am good. become so fat and lazy.
Dave: How are you?
yingru999: I am bad.
Dave: oh, What happen to you?
yingru999: Many things happened. I will be crazy.
Dave: Do you still teach the kids art? painting? drawing?
Dave: oh, I am so sorry. I wish you have a happy life.
yingru999: Thanks.
Dave: I always busy. I don't have time to play on computer. I never chat for many years
yingru999: Why do you play on computer now ?
Dave: I am checking my email on yahoo and MSN. I see you on the yahoo
Dave: the teachers always send email to me about the kids at school. maybe the kids don't finish the school work.
yingru999: Good father.
Dave: haha. maybe
yingru999: Why didn't send to their mother ?
yingru999: I think you enjoy about that.
Dave: her English not so good. everything with the kids at school I have to take care of that. She never beat her kids, she never speak angery to the kids, so the kids lazy.
Dave: yeah, haha maybe I enjoy this.
Dave: now the kids 15 and 17 years old. they live with me for 7 years
yingru999: You have good relation.
Dave: oh, the girl, 17 years old, she never talk to me. she don't want to do nothing with me.
yingru999: Why ?
Dave: she is very, very, very lazy. she never cook, she never clean in the kitchen, she never clean in her bed room, she never do any sports, but she is good at art
yingru999: But her teacher send email to you.
Dave: yeah. she has much trouble at school because she is so lazy. the teacher say, maybe she will have to take the class another year to finish.
Dave: yeah, she don't like to exercise, she don't clean her teeth so she has bad teeth.
Dave: I always angry at her, so she don't like me.
Dave: tell me why you go crazy?
yingru999: What will you do today ?
Dave: I am washing cloths, I cut the grass around the house. I go shopping for food
yingru999: You are so kind to them.
yingru999: I will be crazy with my family and my last boy friend.
yingru999: After you he is the only one.
Dave: I am crazy with my family too. this is life. haha
yingru999: But we ended before 12 days ago.
Dave: So he is a stupid man. you are a good woman, he will miss you.
yingru999: Your family let you crazy and happy. But my family let me crazy and hate.
yingru999: No he is smart. You miss me and own the other better. I trust he will like you.
Dave: I think you will have a happy life if you make a painting for me. The little girl, in the moutains, with the grandma. I am waiting for this painting.
yingru999: Thank you. You let me cry now.
yingru999: I am a poor girl. Never own any love.
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Dave: oh my god. I remember your father. and I remember your mother. now I know why you are going crazy.
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或許這就是我的宿命,只是就算沒人愛,從那一晚起我未來人生唯一的任務是愛我自己,不會再給任何人任何機會傷害我。
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